IRL Kinla Current Hair

Ahh flipping hell, I didn't realize how fucking fat I've gotten over the past few years -facepalm- Takes a photo to really realize I guess. *puts a sweat band on head* >:C bitch I'm going for a bike ride!
Anyways, this is how long my hair is right now, soon it's all going to be chopped off hopefully by this week :/ I had a bit of a break down today cause how tangled my hair was today =w=;...it...was bad. I am a bit scared of cutting my hair off too, only cause I HATE change...like this one time, long time ago when I was in grade school I think...or highschool? My grandfather had this big beard and out of no where he shaved it all off, came upstairs and I just stared at him before starting to cry XDD
I'm such a cry baby uggggh -headdesk,over and over again- (I cry when happy, when sad, or when shocked, UGH!)

First picture I tried drawing kinla in XD I was kind of redish in that picture so I try to match the skin tone a bit...turned to mud. bweeh.

I'm in my fav camo top and some random shorts XD