Can't Even

Waiting...too hard! uggghhh -dies-

There are some online games I REALLY WANT! and the waiting is kicking my butt so hard.
I normally am pretty Meh about games lately cause I never have time to play them anymore, and most dont spark my interest anymore BECAUSE I dont have the time. (hmm this will take me 15+ hours to lvl up...*closes game,draws instead* lol )

but...

Maplestory 2
Black Desert
Blade and Soul

these games are giving me a heart attack of wanting! and I know 100% I wont be able to play them all, cause my computer isn't THAT strong as it use to be. siggh. (and not enough hours in the day when drawing takes up most of the day...and my bad sleeping habit *cough* )
but the wanting is realz! bloopfeisofjesufhueisfh. -faints-