Final Update: 2/11
Hey lovelies, so all went well!
the surgery went fast (even more so since I was asleep haha) and one of the teeth weren't that hard to take out so the guy is giving me a small discount OWO -dance- Also I paid for the whole thing ;w; I'm sad some of my saved money is gone, a bit over 1k poof, but also happy I didn't have to ask my family to pay for it, they are already helping so much with other things. I'm still a bit loopy while typing this, I WAS going to get more sleep since I woke up crazy early, but wanted to do this update right away before I forgot ;3 mew. Right now I'm in no pain -thumbs up for numbing and painkillers- haha
Might take some time to get use to not having teeth on the back side of my top jaw ;3; but oh well~
thanks to those wishing me well, love to you all ;w; So, I went to the dentist today, and turns out either a tooth I had a filling done on awhile back is causing the pain, or my impacted wisdom tooth that's hugging up on the tooth, most likely both... either way, the tooth with a filling is more filling then tooth so there is nothing that can be saved there...have to live another day with pain sadly ;w; cause tomorrow I'm going in for surgery to get both teeth removed...just..just crys ;o; after all I've been through for the past 10 years, the last thing I ever wanted was teeth removed! But it has to be done so I don't have to go through pain :/
Also, turns out that tooth that has the filling, some of it broke and a cavity formed in there, but like i said not much tooth left so no point to fix the filling =m=
I'm depressed that this is going to cost a lot of money but my family is backing/supporting me on this so I don't have to worry much on the cost (even though I feel crazy bad about it.) sigggh~
So, around 13 hours from now, I'm going to be put to sleep to get the teeth removed =w= I just hope I'll be able to sleep tonight, cause I didn't get much sleep last night.
I'm having such trouble focusing on my work and it's driving me nuts.
So, some of you may know, I had a root canal last year...the dentist made a mistake during it causing me a nightmare of pain...but day before that I had a hard night sleeping..crying in bed cause of the pain...yeah. I've been through alot with my teeth issues over the years, but that was the crowning moment of pain for me, I'd like a broken ankle more over the pain I had in my mouth. This all happened on the left side of my mouth...well now my right side of my mouth is acting up -slow clap, jumps off cliff- and I want to do stupid stuff and get lost in the internet to get my mind off it, but I have to work, and the pain just keeps making it hard >:C
It's not too bad yet, but I kept getting woken up in the middle of the night last night when it would start to act up in my sleep.
I'm a bit scared it's going to get to that full blown pain again (and praying it's just a cavity) cause I don't trust that other dentist that does root canals...*mumble*nomatterhowcutehewas *mumble*
sooo yeah, the symptoms are leading more to dying root in my teeth though...not sure which tooth yet though, it's doing that ALL TEETH ON THAT SIDE hurting thing so cant pinpoint the pains origin yet... going to make a appointment for next week...ah..this week?...! lol *fingers crossed for monday*
grandmother is going to give me some pain pills tonight, hopefully it'll let me sleep =m= cause advil isn't doing shit.
Back to work with me~ *draw draw* ffffff-