Weeeeeeellll, welly welly welly, Kinla's fail strikes again! guess what :3 come on guess....

that's right! I got another virus on my computer! Yaaaaay D:
Oh god, I was so upset last night, I was already under stress for drawing over 11 hours on art work for school which took up my whole weekend, I finally finished last night and was so happy then BANG Virus. I was like “you have got to be kidding me, I didn’t DO anything!” I didn’t download nothing. I’m guessing it’s cause I was looking on the net for references or maybe got it from a email with someone I’ve been working with at school. I don’t know, but so yeah. I was freaking out after my grandfather checked and confirmed, yep did it again.
I was crying so bad, I for realz had a break down. That my grandmother had to sick my mom on me to get me to calm down, which worked :3 yay for mama’s love and jokes, one of two people that always know how to get me happy again.
Though I feel like shit now , I’m all drained and my head hurts and I want to throw up =w=; almost did last night to a point I was shaking. I was that messed. –claps- go me.
I did get to save everything onto a jumpdrive though, and it was checked, no virus in it, but I’ll most likely get a double check on it just incase.
So, all I’ll be losing is my computer, but omg, I was so upset cause of how much money I’m costing my family. They keep telling me don’t worry, money isn’t that big of a deal…but I can’t help it! (and I know my grandfather is pissed with me ) Cause I don’t work, I don’t bring in money, and cash is started to slowly get more tight around here. I’m scared of digging ourselves into money problems….blaah. I know we are fine off right now and such, but I don’t know, stress is just being too much of a bitch on me right now.
I’ve never had a spaz out this bad before, but it’s like I’m slowly dying more and more around my house and school, that I really feel sick. Maybe it’s just all in my head and I’m just letting school get to me….but just felt like venting.
Least I have my mom’s computer to work on, though I can’t play games on it DX so my life is going to be strictly drawing for awhile….again….-twitch-

-bangs head on desk-


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